I had a REAL BAD start of cny...
realli HATED to the core =x
emoing like one retarded while everyone else enjoying
luckily manage to meet up wif my darlings on tues and thurs
had great time wif them
at least i know there are still ppl hu cares for mi
LOVE THEM LOADS~~
-BIG HUGSSSSSSS- =)
i haf been thinking alot lately
mostly are flashback of wat happen previously
i REALLY
REALLY MISSSSSSSING the old days
I dunno y I haf become like this
I used to be so happy-go-lucky and optimistic
bt now.......
or mayb this is the real me???
just dat I am pretending and bluffing myself last time
I could always console/help my frenz
bt not my own self
mayb dats how i recognise my significance in life ba
here goes my periodical emo-ness
-wo jue de hao bu kai xin, hao xin ku-y do I still so lonely at times?y do I still hate myself so much?y do I still my life are quite screwed up?y are we so close yet I feel so distant at times?
