i dun wanna cry anymore...
i am sick of those empty words...
make mi look like a FOOL~~~

i GIVE UP le...

======>SHOTdead @ 3:47 PM!!<======

aaAAAArrrRRGGGgggHHHhhhhHh~~~~~

mai term test START le~~~
i am sho STRESS ~~~
and down =x

i know i shd not be feelin this now...but i juz do >.<
silly horz?

i am not lack of love...
i haf a BERI LOVING HUBBY...
bt i realise without him...i am nth =x
poly suppose to be fun...YET i dun feel sho...
sorry dear dear...make u worry...
i oso dunno y will i becum lidat...
juz feelin sho lost...
so lost without him T~T

shall stop n continue studying le...
guess study ish mai onli aim to go sch now le...
haiz~~~

izzits we feel WORSE when we lost smth dat we USED to haf?

den i rather i NVR HAD before...

======>SHOTdead @ 10:18 PM!!<======

TERM TEST ish NEXT WEEK~~~
OMG!! o.O
this term past sho fast...now study week le...haiz...

while chionging for revision...juz went to al's blog... saw his past few entries..
it was beri emo...n dunno y... mai tears juz flow out =x
it reminds mi of the nit i crying...da recent entry i wrote...
guess nobody even notice dat pathetic entry...except janet...
haiz...

i haf been trying to ignore da lonely feeling ever sinz entering poly...
tho feeling still creeps back into mai heart at times...bt i know i haf to adapt to it...
mayb i am not da onli one feeling sho...
bt mai feeling sometimes are sho overwhleming...
yes..i gt new frenz in tp...met naiz ppl...
but guess wat...none of mai secondary sch buddies are here...not to mention i kinda isolated in da class =x
'2 in Jc and 2 in poly'
i wondered if it includes mi...

i have too mani emo when thinking 3 of us...
too mani to list them down...
and too difficult to pen it down...

i tried to rmb our old days...bt whenever i think of it...it juz make mai tear gland more stimulated...
we live sho near...
YET...
sho difficult to mit...

mai new definition in mai dictionary...

classmates...ish nth more den ppl i went for lesson togeher...
buddies....ish those hu i dun understand n hardly see...

wo zhen de hen lei le... T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 12:39 PM!!<======