~~~~JUST SHOOT ME NOW!~~~~ NEED A BREAK!!!
welcome

I'm tired.
Just wanna be alone.
Dunno wat's love anymore.
Dun dare to love.
Dun wanna be loved.

Can someone make me slp forever?!


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the emo

Fang Lu aka lulu aka bluez
20[orhz mai gosh!!! =x]
16.02.1988<==MUZ rmb worz -hint hint- Xp
Aquarius
crazypup162@hotmail.com
MCS TMS MJC(2 Jan 06-10 March 06) TP(IT sch)

my death will

+*juz a gurl*+
+*a simple life*+
+*happiness*+
[ppl ard mi happie=i happie XD]

into my ear
aquaintance
+aArOn+
+al,fz,mi+
+aL+
+aLvIn tInG+
+aNgIe+
+aWaN+
+bAnG hUi+
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alive memories
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her death report

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

YYYEEEAAAAHHHHHHHHH~~~~~


i haf no more match le...cuz i lost to liyi yday =x lolx sorry i am crazy le...lose le still sho happi... bt actualli i am realli alrite...cuz she's realli strong...at least stronger den mi...hahaz...sho i wun take it too hard le...cuz no point oso...ish da fact le...juz take it as a experience n lesson...know wat we haf done wrong n improve on it~~~ WAY TO GO worz~~~ XD


okie...guess where am i now? in da FBI lab trying to do mai PRSP assignment alone...haiz... i know ish nt gd to stay out sho late dis time...bt boh bian... mai laptop seems gt smth wrong...mi dun dare to use le...scare it realli hang...cant burn backup oso...bt i gt 2 projects due nxt week~!~! >.< haiz...i juz gave up on mai PRSP...now starting mai BPM project...which due nxt fri T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 7:43 PM!!<======

Monday, July 24, 2006

orhz yarz...forgot to mention dat mai eye da blue-black hao le...juz dat when i touch da eyebrow bone there still pain =x sho shd b alrit le..heez


for those worry abt mi...realli thanx ur alot...sorry for making ur worry oso worz...LOVE ur LOADS~~~ -huggiez- XD


LOVE,
LULU ^(oo)^

======>SHOTdead @ 8:50 AM!!<======

Sunday, July 23, 2006

BBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~`


well well well...this week has been a beri beri BUSY week...wif 2 events...4 days...n i skipped 3 days of sch bcuz of dat oso...haiz...now realli haf to read up maiself n catch up le...n at da same time...need to get more slp...cuz out of da 4 days...fri i woke up at 4.30am...sat i woke up da 5am.. it has been i LONG time sinz i woke up sho early sia O~O



this week ish too fast le...mani things happened oso...cant mention one by one liaoz...no time oso...guess i will juz stop here...nd to chiong mai SYSA now...cyaz~~


LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 11:01 PM!!<======

Sunday, July 16, 2006

AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~`


mai rite eye sho pain n SWOLLEN now~~~ n sho heavy osos...dun feel like opening mai eyes sia >.< haiz...wat happen? i was playing squash wif piwen...den she hit mai wif her racket TWICE =x 1st on the left chest there...dat one onli gt numb a while den ok le...da 2nd one was scary... it hit mai EYEBROW da bone there!!!! lucky din hit da eye...if nt jiu gone case liao...was sho pain can~~ bt i know she dun mean it de...she oso feel beri guilty le...sho its ok~!~! i am not blind worz...


now...da eye lid there still swollen...n heavy...look beri funny...frm far as if gt put eye liner on the rite eye lidat..lolx...bt i din regret going to plauy squash yday...cuz coach gt teach us serving and boost frm the back court...ya XD


well...nth else to say le...still have to go fir tuition later..cyaz~~

======>SHOTdead @ 12:09 PM!!<======

Friday, July 14, 2006

it was a bad start today...MAI NOSE WAS SHO DAMN ITCHY can~!~! den kip on SNEEZING~!~! even when i walking to sch >.<


whole day in aircon room summore...it was a TORTURE man~~ luck today lesson from 8 - 1 onli...if nt i sure die de =x aft sch...went for sub com interview...still nth better...still sneezing like mad...all mai hair oso stand le >.< i rub mai nose till sho pain...yet still itchy..haiz...n meanwhile i haf to chiong mai SYSA use-cas narrative...9 to do...bt i end up onli did 5 den gif up le...cuz i do till shoulder damn pain... onli da left side..dunno y...n secondly...ish 5 le..which mean haf to go for squash...sho ya... went for training empty stomach =x oopzie


was feeling quite weak n funny at 1st...bt aft sweat den mai nose kinda hao le...WEEE~~~~ SQUASH ROX BABE~~~ lolx XD bt think ish bcuz i din eat b4 training...den smomach was feeling weird still =x den coach today was as usual quite crappy n funny...in da sense cracking jokes lahz..i din realli perform beri well as usual =x lalalaz~~ den today we play until da light's off again...mi n june like wanna stay in squash court overnit eh...lolx...even coach ask us to stop le...bt we still continue to play...den when da light finalli off...coach was sho happy...clap hands n cheer >.< bleahz~~


aft squash...we went opp tp eat...nth much...oh ya...we were teasing karen n keith -hintz hintz- lolx...n we gt one new couple oso...which ish GIDEON AND XIN HWEE~~ -whistlez- whahaz~~


okok...shall stop here...cyaz~~


LULU ^(00)^

======>SHOTdead @ 12:38 AM!!<======

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ALVIN LIM WEI XIANG MAKE MI CRIED~!~!~! =x

i read our group blog...finalli gt update le...bt i cried...n ricky saw i think...den i quickly run to toilet...bt guess wat...lvl 7 toilet was cleaning >.< den i ran down to lvl 6 de...i flood there T~T usuall mai eyes wun b red when i cry de..bt juz now mai eyes was damn red lahz =x

======>SHOTdead @ 8:55 AM!!<======


few days have passed...mani things happen...but i dun feel like blogging out everything le...or rather i cant...things happen sho fast...till i cant realli rmb oso...



yday i nearly cried in PRSP tut worz =x i was looking thru mai temasek sec yr book...last yr de... i dun haf can~!~!~! cuz din manage to order last time...heard dat now no more le...haiz....den i saw those pics...esp da motivational camp page and mai beloved 4V page...mani memories flashed thru...den mai tears juz fiiled mai eyes...bt manage to hard back...lucky i was sitting at da back =x



n guess wat...i forgot to no APEL lesson...den i sho stupid cum at 8~!~! mai nxt lesson ish at 10 can...haiz...i sho damn tired lahz...bt find it stupid to go back hm now =x sho i cum lvl 7 lab n print notes...waiting for ricky to cum...cuz onli he gt paper..heez XD meanwhile...i am listening to mp3...n know wat song? "welcum to my life" make mi wanna cry again =x for those hu know da lyrics will know y...



okie...dunno wat else to write le...cyaz



>.<
LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 8:31 AM!!<======

Friday, July 07, 2006

haven been blogging for quite a few days le...many things happen this week...i was too busy to cum online to update mai blog...sorri ppl~~


neiwaie...current i am not in the mood of blogging abt da past few days...we had lot of fun...bt think ur juz gonna wait till nxt entry?hmmm ya Xp


today finalli arrive...da day where mani of us dun wan it to cum...haiz...bt none of us can stop time...


having 3hrs of BPM lessons again...bt rather feelin bored today...i feel sad...later i gonna skip SYSA tut to see papa off...realli bu she de...tho we duno each other for long...bt we did haf lots of great time...together wif da jie(stacy),sijie n fiora...i realli feel like crying now...bt i will be strong.. wun cry in front of papa de...cuz i know he wun like it...hope he will tc of himself inside ba...cuz we(da nuers) nt ard le...i will oso tc of maiself de...sho papa wun worry abt mi inside...we nuer will tc of each other...thanx for being there for us papa~~~ WE LOVE U LOADS WORZ~~~ MIZ U LOADS TOO~~~ dun forget to call us out when u free k?


CRYZ,
LULU T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 10:29 AM!!<======

Sunday, July 02, 2006

basically...recently i haf been quite slack these few days...ish dat gd or bad?? hmmm...


yday woke up 7 am to get ready to go sch for da stupid ALP thing...wanted to go buy racket wif mai squash fren de...bt da ALP thing ish compulsary...sho boh bian...den suppose go pei ben n gene to cut hair de...den last min cancel...sho i decided to go hm...i cuz i dun wanna be light bulb worz -hintz hintz- lolx den reach hm le...SLACK all the way...


today...SLACK sinz i woke up da in morning...onli 1 den left mai hse for tuition...aft dat...suppose to go do project wif mai grp de...bt they already finish le...sho i went hm...sho sorry gals...cuz mai tuition ish cant change time de...REALI SORRY >.< den went out for dinner...


now, i am SLACKING again...haiz...guess i go slp le...mama haf been nagging at mi for slping late.. sho ya... 7 july ish cuming nearer...mani of us r getting beri sad...mani taps r turning on... juz like mine =x realli she bu de ur... -huggiez-


sighz,
LULU T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 11:48 PM!!<======