25.02.2006 i felt ok in da morning...having fun during telematch in mj...then da bluez starts to seep in...

i felt down...i dunno y...i juz dun feel like toking...jking or laughing..i am juz doing da banner lidat dis...

3 plus...we finalli finish da banner...yesh...i can go 4 tuition le...bt actualli i suppose to mit sumone b4 dat de...bt bcuz last min nd to chiong banner den nvr...sorrie...

-piangz- da tin da brown paint toppled...n well..obviously da paint spilt subsequently...onto da floor..mai leg...n mai shoe...sho...i had a hard time to clean mai stick leg...n here cums da 2nd prob...mai shoes ish a gone case...how am i going to wear to shoe?how to go tuition?

bt eventually i gt a pair of slippers..thanx u~~~bt den...i realised i am too late 4 tuition le...sho i decided nt to go today...n neiwaie...mai moodiness ish still there...sho yarz...

9.30...i reached hm n decided to call mai parents...cuz ish weekend...n as usual...i gt a gd weekly lecture...bt seem like it has exit mai limit le...i aould nt stand it neimore...n exploded...i think mai mama NEED a wake up call...she nvr ever understnad mi bt still acting as if she does...every weekend i waste money to make oversea calls...bt wat i gt ish LECTURE!!! den wat da hell i called 4?? haven i haf enough stress here?? she still likes to tok abt mai past mistakes...even tho i haf corrected it..to her...i NEVER...NO MATTER WAT~~~it hsd been 18 yrs...they think they understand mi beri well...think ONLI they noe wats bez 4 mi...i am onli suppose to think n react when THEY THINK ish appropriate...i haf HAD enough of dis...i am a HUMAN...i GT emo n feeling too...if they realli care 4 mi...at least try to understand mai feeling here 1st?if they wanna blame mi...can...bt SELF-REPLECT 1st...
i noe i am nt perfect...they r nt too...

sho mayb mai bluez i haf sinz da morning ish a hint...forcasting da future of da day...or mayb even aft today...

======>SHOTdead @ 10:54 PM!!<======

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======>SHOTdead @ 12:15 AM!!<======

wellz....here am i to tok crap again....hmmm...today we went to da sentosa for our 1st day of ogl camp...aka MMM...i am da game ic for station D9...and we r lucky to get dat station...u noe y?cuz dat's one of da station nerest to toilets~~~there r onli 2 toilets in zone D can...n we haf ample of land to play our game as well..all this thanz to mai luck ya...da heaven loves mi Xp neiwaie...due to da small no. of ogl in comparison to da actual size of og...each station onli will b visited by 2 grps of ppl onli...bt da duration of da game ish FEW HRS...sho well....most of da time we r slacking =x da 2 of us were sho bored that we played sum stupid game wif poker cards n took stupid pic of ourselves >.< wat to do...we were BORED~~~~ plus da grps took beri long to reach our station... which lengthened our boredom...yarz...bt at least mai station is quite sheltered...sho i din realli becum chao da(tan) aft da whole thing...n guess wat??i sho boh liao dat i brought mai HIPPO to sentosa =X den everyone laughed at mi @_@ bleahz bleahz~~~

nw we ogls haf to chiong our t-shirt design,banner design n saegas identities by MON...n i am in charge of da banner designing...yuppiez..hope we can finish by deadline...YESH!!!we can DO it....i haf FAITH in sargas ogls!!!! STRIVE ON~~~ XD

======>SHOTdead @ 11:18 PM!!<======

10.02.2006...another cruel bday present 4 mi=>i failed mai eng....bt guess wat?i scored As for al da other subj....naiz anot?8 Ds....i noe dat wats done cant be undone...i oso noe dat nt to cry over spilled milk...bt say ish easier than action....i noe mai frenz cared 4 mi...mai bf n even his papa as well...BT sum ppl r juz heartless~!~! they noe i din do well in eng....nt to say dat they din an wei wo....dey juz kip on asking mi to go jc go jc...nt to waste time making frenz...toking on da phone...etc...like wat da hell lahz...do i haf no feelings?i already freaking upset abt mai eng result....n wat do they do?! they make mi feel WORST onli!!! dat's wat parents r 4 huh?b4 o lvl..they always say dat wat juz do ur best...in da end? dat all crazp lahz....they din even mention ANITHING abt mai 7 disdinctions!!! do they mean NTH at all?!?! i dun expect them to praise mi dat i did a gd job...bt at least say smth dat can make mi feel beta?? they always act as if they noe eveything abt mi...they think onli they can think wisely...bt in fact...THEY DUN~!~!~! i am ALONE in s'pore nw...they asked mi to call back all da way back china juz to listen to their nonesense huh?! i already haf a AWFUL bday present le......i dun nd them to emphasize on it!!!i am a human wif emo too~!~!

======>SHOTdead @ 10:00 PM!!<======