~~~~JUST SHOOT ME NOW!~~~~ NEED A BREAK!!!
welcome

I'm tired.
Just wanna be alone.
Dunno wat's love anymore.
Dun dare to love.
Dun wanna be loved.

Can someone make me slp forever?!


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the emo

Fang Lu aka lulu aka bluez
20[orhz mai gosh!!! =x]
16.02.1988<==MUZ rmb worz -hint hint- Xp
Aquarius
crazypup162@hotmail.com
MCS TMS MJC(2 Jan 06-10 March 06) TP(IT sch)

my death will

+*juz a gurl*+
+*a simple life*+
+*happiness*+
[ppl ard mi happie=i happie XD]

into my ear
aquaintance
+aArOn+
+al,fz,mi+
+aL+
+aLvIn tInG+
+aNgIe+
+aWaN+
+bAnG hUi+
+bAo LiN+
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alive memories
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her death report

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

SIGHHHHHHHH~~~~~~
aft yday's suay-ness...
today was better...
bt still suay! =x
lazy to say da details le...
cuz i cant rmb now
=x LOL~

neiwaie i now blogging cuz i kinda bored
now dat my daily work has reduced
i not su busy le
plus today ish last day of one of my colleagues
so my team now left wif mi and my manager onli
LOL~~~
by obviously...
i am slacking....
he busying....
=x
HEE HEE

buut my hp go SIAO le!!!!!
CANT SMS ppl!!!!
zzZZZzz
and I realised all mt IT gadget all now sot sot de le
1. my camera (dunno if batt, charger or the cam itself spoil)
2. my laptop (super lack, auto shut down, cant detect wireless and CD drive totally gone)
3. my MP3 (LOST~!~!~!~! TMD =x)
4. my hp (drop till cover and batt lossen and CANT SMS!!!)
like WTH lahz~~~~
IT really HATES me...

today when i damn bored and wanna talked
everyone i called are busy
haiz...

dunno how to make frenz anymore
or ish me dat ish irritating???

======>SHOTdead @ 4:50 PM!!<======

Monday, September 29, 2008

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~
TODAY ISH A FREAKING SCREAWED DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T~T
T~T T~T
T~T T~T T~T

totally NTH goes rite~~~~
feeling freak SCREWED and EMO now!!!!
i wanna CRY!!!!!!

======>SHOTdead @ 12:44 PM!!<======

Sunday, September 21, 2008

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~
stress~~~~~~~~~~~
busy~~~~~~~~~~~~~
dats my SIP
(>.<)
all bcuz of da stupid financial market crisis
=x
bt mayb ish gd thing oso ba
at least i haf more exposure???
and aside from da busy-ness
my SIP was great!!!
naiz ppl
naiz environment
^~^
even gt lunch treat and workshop to attend!
=)

and my MP presentation ish next thurs!!!
OMG OMG~~~
i REALLI need to score for this sia
cuz ish my onli hope to pull up my GPA le
=x

======>SHOTdead @ 1:28 AM!!<======

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

omg!
realli no mood to update my blog le eh
still haven rit my stupid SIP weekly reflection
haiz~~~

for those hu are wondering abt my nick
here's da detail:

CGPA: from 3.85 to 3.75

i know ppl say i siao when i say i nt happy abt my result
bt i cant help it!!!
i haf to go to bloody local uni!
ish like a MUSTTTTT~~~
according to my parents...
haiz...
and wat make mi even more sian ish dat...
SIP ish not grade
god damn 10 cu nehz!!!
and NOT graded!!!
zzZZZzzzz
grad wif merit NO HOPE le!!!!
T~T

i am realli tired...
tired of working so hard...
cuz i know i always wun get wat i want
always MISS by jus dat bit...

======>SHOTdead @ 11:02 PM!!<======

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

GUESS WAT~!~!~!
i went to watch fei chang superband wif my colleagues on mon~
LOL
not dat i watch dat
juz dat my colleague's cousin ish da lead singer in one of da band
den ask us go support wor
den i go there see see nohz
hahaz =)
bt dat band played quite well dat nit
den we so scare our face is shown in da tv lahz
kip use da cardboard to cover our face
den so happen dat i haf 2 frenz went there oso
den they was sitting in da second row
den i saw one of them da face on tv
LOL~
bt we din stay for da result
cuz all tired le
and i was not feeling well
headache and stomach feeling funny
so cab home and slp
din haf appetite for my dinner
=x

today's work was normal
plus some physical work
dat is arranging and packing old doc
so heavy =x
den aft work jiu head home for dinner le
plan to do my mp de
bt end up din
i tml MUST do le!!!!
(>.<)

======>SHOTdead @ 12:38 AM!!<======

Sunday, September 07, 2008

one week has passed!
was quite alright
da ppl and environment there were very naiz
not so much of work yet
bt guess i may need to start handling things on my own soon le
=x

i was so blur lahz
tot that i need to submit my MP this sat
bt actualli ish next sat
(>.<)
gd and bad
more time to do
stress longer time
LOL
well...
i suppose to write my weekly reflection for my SIP
haven touch it since da first day
=x
better do it tml
^~^

orhz yar!
guess wat?!?!?
my hair dryer spoil~~~
luckily i was holding it away from myself
i gt a shock by the sound lahz
(>.<)
need to spend $$$ again le
T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 11:41 PM!!<======

Monday, September 01, 2008

today ish my 1ST DAY in RBS!!!!
WEEE~~~~
still rmb i stil used to feel that SIP still damn far away
bt here am i NOW~~

well...
my first day was not bad
know many new ppl
cuz i am da ONLY intern from TP
LOL~
gt quite a no. of interns
bt onli me in my team
bt its ok lahz
cuz my colleagues all very naiz de
we even went for lunch tgt
and ish FREE~~~
=x
LOL~
cuz my team only gt one guy
so he today bei bully
not by mi wor =x
hahaz
we went to eat ramen
12.50++ eh
if everyday i go eat wif them lidat hor
i dun think i can save money le
(>.<)

bt today was quite slack
cuz i still dun haf access to all the systems yet
so cant do much
most of da time i chit chatting via email
LOL! X)
den did some code editing
not within my scope de
bt just do for fun
sinz i nth to do
heez~~~

SSSOOOOOOOO
overal l today was a great start i guess
at least i am working wif naiz ppl
hahaz~~
hope can get A for my SIP
wish me luck ppl!!!
^~^

======>SHOTdead @ 10:15 PM!!<======