OMG~ OMG~~
come sch for the stupid reuter session
bt the pathetic lab onli has
12 com can use the software
(>.<)
cant use the software jiu suan le
and i cant even go my msn~~~
everyone can use their windows live
BUT I CANT~~~
zzZZzz
sinz gt nth to do...
i shall blog den...
yday dio scolded again
expected lahz
oso used to it le
i wanted to ren and not talk back de
bt end up...
still talk back a little bit at the end
=x
aft hang up the call
my mind start working again...
i know i am very lucky
still have a complete family
bt tho they are physically wif mi
we are not emotionally or mentally wif mi =x
i know everyone is diff
bt guess i juz inherit the wrong things from my parents
Dad - tends to self-centred at times
failed to think/feel for others at times
sturborn
Mum - explode when cant ren anymore
the above ish wat i gt too
good traits i dun haf
bt all the bad traits i haf
(>.<)
worst of all...
our thinking VERY diff oso
esp my dad
i not dun wan u to guan woi know ur cared for mi den ur will guanbt ish juz dat sometimes cant i be abit ren xing mahz?juz like if one day u bad mood and wanna shop like siao to fa xiei oso not doing a crime or wat y ur haf to say until i damn rebellious mi lidat?!?!?!i tried to kip my mounth shut~i realli dun wanna talk back de bt wat u saying ish so not true~!~!~!ya...i admit dat i nvr think from ur pt of viewsi oso know dat i am not dat kinda ti tie de daughterbt u think i wan lidat mahz?when i see my frenz and their mumso close..so loving...u know how i feel anot?!not dat i dun wanna be close wif ubt there's a barrier between us~!even tho we seldom mit nowbt how many sentences do we talked?out of 10 sentences i sayhow many of them u actualli answered naizly?i know ish my stubborn make u used to talk to mi so fiercebt oso bcuz of dati am scared to talk to u -wo hen lei le-mayb i am realli not a gd daughter ba