~~~~JUST SHOOT ME NOW!~~~~ NEED A BREAK!!!
welcome

I'm tired.
Just wanna be alone.
Dunno wat's love anymore.
Dun dare to love.
Dun wanna be loved.

Can someone make me slp forever?!


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the emo

Fang Lu aka lulu aka bluez
20[orhz mai gosh!!! =x]
16.02.1988<==MUZ rmb worz -hint hint- Xp
Aquarius
crazypup162@hotmail.com
MCS TMS MJC(2 Jan 06-10 March 06) TP(IT sch)

my death will

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[ppl ard mi happie=i happie XD]

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aquaintance
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alive memories
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her death report

Friday, May 02, 2008

OMG~ OMG~~
come sch for the stupid reuter session
bt the pathetic lab onli has 12 com can use the software
(>.<)

cant use the software jiu suan le
and i cant even go my msn~~~
everyone can use their windows live
BUT I CANT~~~
zzZZzz

sinz gt nth to do...
i shall blog den...

yday dio scolded again
expected lahz
oso used to it le
i wanted to ren and not talk back de
bt end up...
still talk back a little bit at the end
=x

aft hang up the call
my mind start working again...

i know i am very lucky
still have a complete family
bt tho they are physically wif mi
we are not emotionally or mentally wif mi =x
i know everyone is diff
bt guess i juz inherit the wrong things from my parents

Dad - tends to self-centred at times
failed to think/feel for others at times
sturborn
Mum - explode when cant ren anymore

the above ish wat i gt too
good traits i dun haf
bt all the bad traits i haf
(>.<)

worst of all...
our thinking VERY diff oso
esp my dad

i not dun wan u to guan wo
i know ur cared for mi den ur will guan
bt ish juz dat sometimes cant i be abit ren xing mahz?
juz like if one day u bad mood and wanna shop like siao to fa xie
i oso not doing a crime or wat
y ur haf to say until i damn rebellious mi lidat?!?!?!
i tried to kip my mounth shut~
i realli dun wanna talk back de
bt wat u saying ish so not true~!~!~!

ya...i admit dat i nvr think from ur pt of views
i oso know dat i am not dat kinda ti tie de daughter
bt u think i wan lidat mahz?
when i see my frenz and their mum
so close..
so loving...
u know how i feel anot?!
not dat i dun wanna be close wif u
bt there's a barrier between us~!
even tho we seldom mit now
bt how many sentences do we talked?
out of 10 sentences i say
how many of them u actualli answered naizly?
i know ish my stubborn make u used to talk to mi so fierce
bt oso bcuz of dat
i am scared to talk to u

-wo hen lei le-
mayb i am realli not a gd daughter ba

======>SHOTdead @ 10:21 AM!!<======