was late for meeting today
cuz i set da alarm to ring at 11 P.M.
=x
LOL~
neiwaie aft dat went for lunch before meeting our tcher
den realise gt lot of work need to be done
and i realli dunno how to write my literature review~!~!~!
(>.<)
guess need to start chionging my MP on sun le
haiz...

after dat went for movie
watch sex and the city
bt while we was killing time before it starts
I got a PINK SHIT~
and many SWEETS~~~
LOL~~~
da movie was not bad
talked abt love and marriage
so afterall ish a movie
sho it is a happy ending of cuz
X)

Will i ever find da one i will love FOREVER?
=x

======>SHOTdead @ 1:20 AM!!<======

wah today was damn boring lahz~~~
and damn no mood oso
damn sianz~~~

woke up at 12 today
still thinking wat to eat for lunch
den boon keng say he wan go back sch to eat
so i mit him for lunch at 2
den when i reaching sch...
dom called mi
den he shy dun wan join us for lunch
kip say dun wan disturb
zzzZZzzz
den after lunch waited for gorupmates at concourse
4pm we jiu finish le
cuz most of da work we split it

den see da weather so hot
jiu dun feel like walking home
so stay at lab to do my work
halfway...
ivan called...
den we talked at concourse
can you do wat you SHOULD do anot?
ur freaking term test start NEXT MON for godness sake!!!!!!
ARRGH~~~~~

guys....
always so sturbborn de
know wat to do bt jiu shi dun wan do
(>.<)

saw him twice today...
was quite shock to see him in sch
and I just called him this morning =x


i oso dunno wats wrong wif mi le
thinking about lot of things now...
haiz...

======>SHOTdead @ 12:40 AM!!<======

woah~
went to expo yday
actualli wanna go for food fair de
bt it ish quite disappointing tho =x
den we saw gt Robinson sale oso
so we went over
and we buy so many things lahz
i spent ard $80
=x
den saw my fren working there oso

aft dat...
went home to put down those things
den slack ard until ty come join us for dinner at
SEOUL GARDEN~
wah i damn long din go there eat le
think gt at least a year ba
hahaz
was damn damn filling
den they need to buy present for christine
bt it's alr 9 plus
so most shop closed le
not much choice left
at first want to buy one machanic watch de
DAMN CHIO can~!~!~!
bt damn exp oso
$400 aft discount~!~!~!
O.o
think even i myself oso she bu de buy for myself lahz
(>.<)
mayb when i super rich ba
LOL
so ended up buy a cheaper one
ish very naiz oso de

today lesosn was boring..
i nearly fell aslp during tut
cuz was showing some movie
den da speaker so soft dat i cant hardly hear wat they talking
zzzZZZzz
and worst of all
i realised my tut dunno how to comment abt my report lahz
she juz glance thru
den say wat must haf those pts they listed
whereby those pts onli this morning den tell us
which those pts are super rigid can
and we suppose to hand in THIS FRI~~!~!
PLUS....
she din even comment more than 5 sentences
ZZZZ
dats SOOOOOO helpful~
ARGH~~~~~

wenjian juz now so cute lahz
really honoured to be a fren hu is always special in ur heart
i will keep my promise de
will think hard b4 do anything de~
u too tc wor bro~
cyaz after ur thailand trip~~~
^~^

======>SHOTdead @ 4:48 PM!!<======

omg OMG~~~
wat realli wrong wif mi~!!!!!
i cant seems to slp well~~~~~
zzzZZZZzzz

yday nit woke up at 3.30
could not slp...
den untill 4 lidat...
finally fall aslp
den i wake up AGAIN~
look at the time
4.30 A.M.
o.O
den i go back slp again
O.o
ever sinz den...
i auto wake up EVERY 30 min!!!!!
O.O!

ARGHHHH~~~~
my eye black so obvious now!!!!!!

and my assignment ish killing mi oso~~~~
dunno even know i doing da correct things
HAIZ~~~~~~~~~

and i realise smth
actualli gt someone go read my ENTIRE blog~
read ALL my entries from da first post till now
=x
LOL

======>SHOTdead @ 10:15 PM!!<======

AARRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~
i super stresssssssssssssssss now~!~!~!~!
for god knows y?!?!?!
(>.<)
wats da damn prob wif mi?!?!?!?!

yday nit worst...
dunno y
my heart gt weird weird feeling
den even when my body and mind ish so tired
wanna slp
bt YET~~~
cant slp!!!!!
zzzZZZzzz

freak lahz~!~!~!
T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 12:20 AM!!<======

oh noooooooooo~~~~~~~~~
i did it again~~~~
(>.<)
ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~

sorry my dear~
mayb i should tell u earlier
den wun be so hurt ba
DUI BU QI~~~
i know u are a veryVERY SWEET guy
i really appreciate all those u did
bt guess i dun haf dat fu fen ba
realli hope we can still be frenz
i dun wan lose a naiz and sweet fren

i believe u can find a much better gal den mi de~
hope u can find ur Miss Right soon ba~~
^~^

======>SHOTdead @ 1:17 AM!!<======

went for lunch before going sch for lesosn at 3
den lesosn halfway
odm tell mi he waiting for mi again
(>.<)
he ah...
ask him dun so silly de
stubborn nehz him
plz dun do dat next time k?

aft dinner i met sab
we talked quite abit
guess i must do smth le
thanx for advice dear~
like u say
we both haf our own problems at diff stages of life
bt i believe we will able to handle it de~!~!
^~^

sorry for the lying
din mean to make u T~T de
i promise i wun keep things from u le k?
-hugs-

-feel so bad now...mayb ur should not have met mi-

======>SHOTdead @ 11:57 PM!!<======

WEE~~~
finish my first and only RISK test le!!!
i still i tot i could not make it lahz
bt well...
thing da paper still do-able ba
tho da MCQ quite tricky
=x

neiwaie dom...
next time dun so silly wait for mi w/o telling mi k?
ish realli very sweet of u
bt dun wan waste ur time rot in sch for so long wor
meet u another time ba~~~
and thanx for walking mi to sch oso!
^~^

======>SHOTdead @ 12:59 AM!!<======

OMG~ OMG~
yday nit my frenz dio one group of ah bengs find trouble
zzZZZzzz
like so wth can~
insist my fren say smth abt them
when we din even know they in da mac
(>.<)
they even spit at my fren
i sho pissed off lahz~
at first wan us say sorry
even when we DIN say it
den my frenz dun wan fight
say sorry le
jiu say wat
"Sorry no cure"
KAOZ~
den wat u wan sia~!~!~!
i was damn scare and worry lahz~
not dat i will kena
bt i scare my frenz will dio onli
=x haiz...
bt lucky they tot i call police den jiu went off aft spiting
this thing damn spoiler lahz~
aft dat we all damn angry and no mood le nohz
(>.<)

ARGH~~~
i gt RISK test tml~!~!~!
it has
SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOO MMMMMMMMUUUUUUCCHHHHHH
things to study lahz~
den no hint oso
zzZZZZzzz
-dying-

haiz...i still say it in da end
dunno ish gd or bad
(>.<)

======>SHOTdead @ 12:19 AM!!<======

dom make sandwich for mi!
ish so sweet of him lahz~~
bt i dunno how it taste
cuz he forgot pass to mi in da end
LOL
bt thanx neiwaie~~
^~^

today was my first MP meeting at VTB
realised dat lot of things nd to do
and i gt another meeting at 9am!!!!
OMG lahz~
zzZZZzz

met al and dennan aft my meeting
sorry wor
hai ni miss da movie today
=x
denan ah...
he macham crawl to tamp lahz
LOL

neiwaie...
was realli glad to mit them once again
it has been a long time sinz we last met
and we realli had lots of fun
realli MISS those old days~~~
damn it~!~!
(>.<)

btw congrats to dennan~
dun be upset by the previous setback k?
at least u haf found ur Ms Right~~
and u realli surprise mi eh o
ur joker Mr. Dennan ish
SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOO ROMANTIC~~~
OMG~~~
i am so PROUD of u dude~~
u are the MAN~~~
must show us ur dat lucky gal k?
so jealous of her eh
=x LOL

look forward to the next meet up wor~
take care till den bro~~~
^~^

wonder who hu will be my dat romantic Mr. Right ne?
=x

======>SHOTdead @ 11:53 PM!!<======

wah~~~
i am in sch from 9am to 9 pm today~!~!
and my timetable for wed SUPPOSE to be 3 to 7 onli de~~~
(>.<)
zzzZZZzz

gt MP meeting at 9am
den realise i tml gt another meeting at my MP workplace
at 10am!!!!!
can slp late again
T~T

den 1pm was my makeup tut
for NEXT mon
where gt ppl gt makeup even b4 the actual day of lesson de?!?!
(>.<)
den now i am having lab
bt guess wat we doin now?
tcher let us mug for test
and she playing PSP now
LOL~~
juz now was trying to slp
bt when i going to fall aslp
ivan called mi
zzZZZ
den px sms mi
and now...
i am awake le
LOL

orhz well...
shall start to TRY mugging again le
and our next lesson gt director come see our lesson
sianz ah~~~
cant slack le =x

======>SHOTdead @ 4:19 PM!!<======

wah~
i so dumb lahz~
wanna skip lecture
bt i forgot ish a 2 hr lect
den i reach sch 1 hr aft da lect
zzZZZzzz (>.<)
so smart of me
and i even injured my elbow
hit da nerve there
numb diao can~~
T~T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVE and AMZHAR!!!!
bought a cake for them today
and we prepare a card for dave oso
well...
we know u love dat card rit?
"I lubb euu dip dip!!"
LOL =x
neiwaie...
may all ur wishes come true too bro~~
^~^

hmmm...
shd go slp le...
tml 8 am lesson
AGAIN~~~
and CANT be late
or will be locked out of lect
(>.<)
wan an~
ciaoz...

i can only wait for the days to pass
bt i alr kinda expect the result le
=x

======>SHOTdead @ 12:14 AM!!<======

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~~~
received an sms today...
"Hey fanglu, Happy mothers day! Ha"
den i was like...
LOL...
HUH?!?!
do i look like a mum????
HMMM~~~
so cute lahz my fren
LOL

well...
another week had passed
which means assignment submission is nearing
but i cant find anything for WEM individual part~~
(>.<) ARGH~~



HAPPY BIRTHDAYS DA JIE~~~ ^~^
went stacy 21st bday on sat~
very re nao there
gt her relatives and frenz
tho she was the 'victim' of the nit
(as expected de lahz =x LOL)
but think she had a wonderful nit
may all ur wishes come true my dear~
X)

was thinking quite alot during her party
see da close interactions she haf wif her relatives
wo hao xian mu worz
=x
-tots came by-
how would my 21st bday be?
guess i will nvr understand the closeness of family ba
(>.<)



nevertherless...

i found my guardian angel today~ LOL

"hey STOP emoing...I know smth is bothering you now...stay happy and positive!"
received this sms today
when i din even mit him or talk to him yday
LOL
so cool lahz~
he can sense my emo-ness eh =x lolx
bt ish very sweet of him~
THANx my guardian angel~
^~^
and rmb wat u promised mi oso hor
-cheeky smilez-

======>SHOTdead @ 12:34 AM!!<======

wah body ache ah~~~
bt not as ache as wat i expected tho
=x LOL

went sch to find perline at her push cart
and pass her plaster
den went lunch wif px and slack ard till he went for his dinner
mit jian hua and talk
den when i tot i can go hm for mi dinner
adrian called
=.=
yesh~
ish adrian~
such a surprise~
bt afterall
ish da same reason
gt relationshop prob
zzZZzz

he ah...
realli dunno wat to say nehz
always fall for the wrong gal
get himself into trouble
den find mi when dunno wat to do
Can u be more matured anot adrian huang?!?!?!
=x LOL

guess i can be a part-time love consultant le eh
WHAHAZ~~~ X)

-must na de qi, fang de xia-

======>SHOTdead @ 12:05 AM!!<======

I SO TIRED~~~
wah i still haven get used to the 8am lesson lahz
consecutively 2 days summore
(>.<)
-yawnz-

2 weeks had passed
bt i am still quite slack =x
tho i onli haf 3 days of sch
bt dunno y...
i feel this 2 weeks pass damn slow eh

and out of a sudden
i become "attractive"
LOL
first gt ppl ask for my no. while i was queueing for ben n jerry wif frenz
but i din gif as usual~
hahaz X)
den gt motorcyclist whistle me while i crossing the road yday nit
like so dumb and irritating can
i ignore them den they keep making noise
really feel like telling them to shut up can
(>.<)

dunno shd say good or bad
mayb ish juz bcuz now days i dressed up
or rather...
i HAVE to dress up
LOL

ok...i know i am being very random
bt wat to do
i am damn bored now
lect end earli
so come to lab to rot~
LOL

-YAWNZ-

======>SHOTdead @ 9:39 AM!!<======

OMG~ OMG~~
come sch for the stupid reuter session
bt the pathetic lab onli has 12 com can use the software
(>.<)

cant use the software jiu suan le
and i cant even go my msn~~~
everyone can use their windows live
BUT I CANT~~~
zzZZzz

sinz gt nth to do...
i shall blog den...

yday dio scolded again
expected lahz
oso used to it le
i wanted to ren and not talk back de
bt end up...
still talk back a little bit at the end
=x

aft hang up the call
my mind start working again...

i know i am very lucky
still have a complete family
bt tho they are physically wif mi
we are not emotionally or mentally wif mi =x
i know everyone is diff
bt guess i juz inherit the wrong things from my parents

Dad - tends to self-centred at times
failed to think/feel for others at times
sturborn
Mum - explode when cant ren anymore

the above ish wat i gt too
good traits i dun haf
bt all the bad traits i haf
(>.<)

worst of all...
our thinking VERY diff oso
esp my dad

i not dun wan u to guan wo
i know ur cared for mi den ur will guan
bt ish juz dat sometimes cant i be abit ren xing mahz?
juz like if one day u bad mood and wanna shop like siao to fa xie
i oso not doing a crime or wat
y ur haf to say until i damn rebellious mi lidat?!?!?!
i tried to kip my mounth shut~
i realli dun wanna talk back de
bt wat u saying ish so not true~!~!~!

ya...i admit dat i nvr think from ur pt of views
i oso know dat i am not dat kinda ti tie de daughter
bt u think i wan lidat mahz?
when i see my frenz and their mum
so close..
so loving...
u know how i feel anot?!
not dat i dun wanna be close wif u
bt there's a barrier between us~!
even tho we seldom mit now
bt how many sentences do we talked?
out of 10 sentences i say
how many of them u actualli answered naizly?
i know ish my stubborn make u used to talk to mi so fierce
bt oso bcuz of dat
i am scared to talk to u

-wo hen lei le-
mayb i am realli not a gd daughter ba

======>SHOTdead @ 10:21 AM!!<======