wah i HATE monday~
(>.<)

all my tut today in da same room
or rather
the same PATHETIC lab~~~
gt internet connect bt like dun haf lidat
lodaing DAMN SLOWWWWW~~~
and cant even login to any account AT ALL~~

somemore the lab ish just renovated de
LOOK very naiz
BUT~!

no msn
no e-buddy
no hotmail
zzZZZZzzz

OMG~
i am getting so random nowdays =x

heard he seems to be alright le
realli glad to hear dat
think will be seeing him next sat
hope we can be frenz still

======>SHOTdead @ 7:17 PM!!<======

OMG~
sch start le~~~~
one week has passed...
bt i realised i haf been quite slack still =x
no lesson on thurs and fri...
tho dats suppose for our mp and projects
bt appearantly i din realli do so
OOPZIE~

tho we only haf 2 modules
bt the project submission is so fast lahz
one ish in week 4, another one ish in week 6
like OMG can~

worst of all...
i kinda screwed up my SIP interview
the phone interview de T~T
den all my lecturers so disappointed in me
SO AM I~~~
-SOBZ SOBZ-
its a very good company nohz
haiz....

my guardian's family back from holi le
BUT~
i still haf been going home quite late recently =x
cannot CANNOT~must be good gal le
starting next week~!
LOL =D

working now...
so damn boring lahz =x
quite slack tho
HEEz~

yday mit jian hua and wee you aft my tuition
actually plan to mit the rest of chronos aft their sentosa trip de
bt end up only had trisome dinner and talk
we talked quite abit
oso found out very 'interesting' things abt them
-hints thins- LOL~
we went for a drink aft dinner
and i mean ish realli ONE bottle of Barcadi each only
lolx~
den hor...
guess wat...
i tot i was easy enough to turn red and get high
BUT~
till den i realised jian hua ish WORST~~~
whahaz~
he haven even finish the bottle jiu whole face red till tomato lidat le
and getting very high
or rather...
he is ALWAYS high?
=x LOL

-wondering-
is it too much?
someone hu can dou zui wif mi yet romantic
someone hu cares and teng mi alot yet let me have my own life

dun wan hurt anymore ppl
juz wan everyone i cared and loved to be happy only

======>SHOTdead @ 3:24 PM!!<======

my 'jie mei' suddenly sms mi
say wanna mit up and haf a chat
so there i went mit him at tam starbucks at nit aft dinner

we talk abt lot of things
some quite random
like our past
LOL
it was realli funny and kinda stupid tho =x
bt we had a gd time afterall
and we are realli glad we can still be such good fren till now~
very nan de nohz~

and guess wat
we now kinda experiencing the totalli opp things
he dare to love
bt i dun...
he is really a very sweet and romantic guy
so jealous of her to haf him
bt so sad she dun wan to accept him
i really hope they can be tgt one day
aft he fu chu sho much with no regrets

wo ye hao xian mu him orhz
can wei le one gal do so much things
how i wish i can find someone dat i am willing to fu chu so much too =x

-rather to love someone den to be loved-

======>SHOTdead @ 11:02 PM!!<======

-wipe the dust-
Whoo Hooo~~~
it has be ages sinz i last blog le..

bt guess it suppose to be a gd sign
cuz this blog ish meant for mi to update when i am down/emo
bt in fact...
there's time where i too lazy to update oso
=X HEEZ~

well..lot of things happened....
bt i not going to list down...
both sad and happy...

I have let someone hu cares and loved me alot go...
bt i oso mit a grp of fun-loving ppl
aka. CHRONOS~
and neiwaie
thanx for the cake~~~
ish SHOOOO sweet of ur~
-HUGS-
^~^

i wan to say smth to da special someone...

i am sorry for hurting u again...
bt sinz i dun think i am ready for a stable relationship...
ish best to leave it this way...
i know ish my own damn prob...
bt guess i am nt matured enough to be in love ba

Thanx for being there for mi for the past 17 months
hope u can shine in ur career too~
I am realli SORRY~

*sinz i am dunno wats love, den i shall not be loved*

======>SHOTdead @ 1:24 AM!!<======