i am realli realli damn silly can...
i choose not to say it...
mai darlings ask "Y torture urself?"
wanna love bt cant love...
bt guess i xiang tai dou le ba...
he seems sho calm...
actualli i expected this de le...
cuz ish not da first time oso...
they were alike...
sho does the 2 gals..
michelle
freaky huh?!
Y do he realli haf to do this at this pt of time?
"cuz i scare u later find out den scold mi..."
sho u think i wun if u tell mi NOW?!
as tho mai life miserable enough...
u haf to put salt onto mai wounds huh~~
i stoned at first...
collegue ask mi y suddenli sho down...
den i went toilet T~T
bt think ish anger more den anithing mahz...
or mayb juz bu fu qi ba...
y do history repeated sho similarily???
freaky huh~ >.<
-phew~-
now dat i haf told him...
feeling much better le...
think ish bcuz i haf to kiping things frm da 2 of them make mi sho xin ku ba...
was trying to make their pain to minimal...
bt guess onli succeed one =x
at least he now haf his own happiness le...
u are sho silly~~~
i dunno where u get da confidence in me...
if i maiself cant get confidence in maiself...
bt i realli wanna say smth...
SORRY~~~To person C:
I gt nth much to say le...
n anyway dun think u will read this oso...
juz wanna congrats on ur new status...
bt gif u a piece of advice...
KNOW ur TRUE feeling b4 making any promise...
u DUN NEED to emphasis on others PAIN with ur own happiness...