~~~~JUST SHOOT ME NOW!~~~~ NEED A BREAK!!!
welcome

I'm tired.
Just wanna be alone.
Dunno wat's love anymore.
Dun dare to love.
Dun wanna be loved.

Can someone make me slp forever?!


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the emo

Fang Lu aka lulu aka bluez
20[orhz mai gosh!!! =x]
16.02.1988<==MUZ rmb worz -hint hint- Xp
Aquarius
crazypup162@hotmail.com
MCS TMS MJC(2 Jan 06-10 March 06) TP(IT sch)

my death will

+*juz a gurl*+
+*a simple life*+
+*happiness*+
[ppl ard mi happie=i happie XD]

into my ear
aquaintance
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alive memories
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her death report

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

i am realli realli damn silly can...
i choose not to say it...
mai darlings ask "Y torture urself?"
wanna love bt cant love...

bt guess i xiang tai dou le ba...
he seems sho calm...

actualli i expected this de le...
cuz ish not da first time oso...
they were alike...
sho does the 2 gals..
michelle
freaky huh?!

Y do he realli haf to do this at this pt of time?
"cuz i scare u later find out den scold mi..."
sho u think i wun if u tell mi NOW?!
as tho mai life miserable enough...
u haf to put salt onto mai wounds huh~~

i stoned at first...
collegue ask mi y suddenli sho down...
den i went toilet T~T
bt think ish anger more den anithing mahz...
or mayb juz bu fu qi ba...
y do history repeated sho similarily???
freaky huh~ >.<



-phew~-
now dat i haf told him...
feeling much better le...
think ish bcuz i haf to kiping things frm da 2 of them make mi sho xin ku ba...
was trying to make their pain to minimal...
bt guess onli succeed one =x
at least he now haf his own happiness le...

u are sho silly~~~
i dunno where u get da confidence in me...
if i maiself cant get confidence in maiself...
bt i realli wanna say smth...
SORRY~~~

To person C:
I gt nth much to say le...
n anyway dun think u will read this oso...
juz wanna congrats on ur new status...
bt gif u a piece of advice...
KNOW ur TRUE feeling b4 making any promise...
u DUN NEED to emphasis on others PAIN with ur own happiness...

======>SHOTdead @ 12:33 AM!!<======