STRESS~~~~~~~~~~
totally dunno wat to do for the research lahz...
T~T
haiz...

days had passed w/o realising...
or rather ish passed wif mix emo??

yday when on the way to tuition...
saw da spect shop owner...
he actualli recognise mi...
lolx...
den when going for lunch...
ren shi another fren of his =x
and actualli nixon oso know him last fri...
freaky eh...
da more i dun wanna think..
da more things appears b4 mi >.<

neiwaie...i thinki nd to go get new contact lens le...
cuz da one i wearing now start to get abit blur at times eh =.=
sianz...haf to spend money again...

okiez...shall continue wif my research n revision for quiz later...
tata~~~

======>SHOTdead @ 12:45 PM!!<======

i am realli realli damn silly can...
i choose not to say it...
mai darlings ask "Y torture urself?"
wanna love bt cant love...

bt guess i xiang tai dou le ba...
he seems sho calm...

actualli i expected this de le...
cuz ish not da first time oso...
they were alike...
sho does the 2 gals..
michelle
freaky huh?!

Y do he realli haf to do this at this pt of time?
"cuz i scare u later find out den scold mi..."
sho u think i wun if u tell mi NOW?!
as tho mai life miserable enough...
u haf to put salt onto mai wounds huh~~

i stoned at first...
collegue ask mi y suddenli sho down...
den i went toilet T~T
bt think ish anger more den anithing mahz...
or mayb juz bu fu qi ba...
y do history repeated sho similarily???
freaky huh~ >.<



-phew~-
now dat i haf told him...
feeling much better le...
think ish bcuz i haf to kiping things frm da 2 of them make mi sho xin ku ba...
was trying to make their pain to minimal...
bt guess onli succeed one =x
at least he now haf his own happiness le...

u are sho silly~~~
i dunno where u get da confidence in me...
if i maiself cant get confidence in maiself...
bt i realli wanna say smth...
SORRY~~~

To person C:
I gt nth much to say le...
n anyway dun think u will read this oso...
juz wanna congrats on ur new status...
bt gif u a piece of advice...
KNOW ur TRUE feeling b4 making any promise...
u DUN NEED to emphasis on others PAIN with ur own happiness...

======>SHOTdead @ 12:33 AM!!<======

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~
when ish this gonna be over~!~!~!
y EVERYHING seems to cum at da same time!!!!!!
T~T

y do i always do stupid mistake like this?!?!
not da first time...
torture maiself...

I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS SOON~!~!~!~!

mai assignment (my major headache)...
mai July IVP...
mai work...

I NEED TO STAY FOCUS~!~!~!

-guess i juz expecting too much from others and maiself le-

======>SHOTdead @ 7:55 PM!!<======

think nowdays i will update mai blog quite often eh..
cuz been thinking alot =x

today went for squash training after dunno how long =x
den realise our IVP has push forward till July~~~
OMG~~~
how to be prepared by then eh >.<
bt actualli kinda gd for mi oso ba...
den i gt things to do during mai long breaks le...
n wun anihow think liao
hao xin ku ><

will white lie realli make others happier?
if dats da case...
na jiu rang zhe mei li de huang yan ji xu ba~

======>SHOTdead @ 11:23 PM!!<======

juz kip on wondering a question...

Does ur dream partner ALWAYS equal to TRUE LOVE?!


Zhen de hao lei hao lei...

======>SHOTdead @ 10:11 AM!!<======