not to lose faith?
HOW?!?!
how to have faith when there is NO SLIGHTEST gleam of hope?!
ish not da first...
nor da second oso...
so how am i suppose to haf ANY faith?
mayb ish truth u still treasure da frenship...
bt things have changed...
so does da position in ur heart has changed...
if ur came up wif ANY suggestion...
i would haf gone wif it...
n i would nt suggest IT fair...
bt end up it bcum ish bcuz I chosse da WRONG activities...
so wat am i suppose to do...
ask for suggestion...
"Anything"
mayb i should learnt to haf better response when i gt this kinda ans..
if i am not wrong...
everytime u cancel da meeting i am da LAST one to sms...
wif NO REPLY...
EVERY SINGLE TIME...
den da nxt time tok on msn...
"Hey how's life?"
as if nth has happened...
mayb "sorry" would appears in ur blog at times...
bt r u expecting sumone hu r angry wif u to go read?
true...mayb i am dat kinda stupid idiot..
ish dat all u CAN do?
mayb i am being ji jiao to say all this...
bt can u tell mi how am i gonna hold ANY GLEAM of hope under situation like dis?!
i realli dunno how...
bcuz besides this...
i had already lost faith in frenship...
esp everlasting ones...
