~~~~JUST SHOOT ME NOW!~~~~ NEED A BREAK!!!
welcome

I'm tired.
Just wanna be alone.
Dunno wat's love anymore.
Dun dare to love.
Dun wanna be loved.

Can someone make me slp forever?!


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the emo

Fang Lu aka lulu aka bluez
20[orhz mai gosh!!! =x]
16.02.1988<==MUZ rmb worz -hint hint- Xp
Aquarius
crazypup162@hotmail.com
MCS TMS MJC(2 Jan 06-10 March 06) TP(IT sch)

my death will

+*juz a gurl*+
+*a simple life*+
+*happiness*+
[ppl ard mi happie=i happie XD]

into my ear
aquaintance
+aArOn+
+al,fz,mi+
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alive memories
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her death report

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

went hk last mon...for 2 days 1 nit..den i bought mai digitial cam~ WWEEEEEEE~~~~ ^(00)^
and of cuz do quite alot of shopping as well..whahaz~~

actualli da whole journey was quite a happy one..
until..
da ride back hm >.< much !!! T~T

janet matildal jun
they are mai best buddies in class..tho we always do stupid things..bt it was fun
now dat they haf gone into diff ways..net went aus..mat n jun went into tj..even tcher's day i oso din get to see them cuz i gt exam >.<

Alvin Faizal
mai 2 gay partners =x lolx
it was realli a miracle da 3 of us get sho closed aft da motivational camp..
we even haf a blog to share abt our lives..esp aft sec sch we may split..
bt i left da blog for sum stupid reason
now dat our blog has reactivated..bt guess mani things haf changed
everytime i go into da blog..nth seems to be updated..our entry...even our tag board
i know they haf their new exciting life to be busy wif..
bt i realli missed da times when we go study together..crapz togther.. >.<

i may nt anithing to them...bt wat i know ish them meant alot to mi..
bt guess dat can be onli be mai fond memories ba...
cuz i haf ruined quite lot of things and ppl's life..dats y i am losing sho mani good buddies ba =x

======>SHOTdead @ 11:58 AM!!<======

Thursday, October 12, 2006

-wondering-

ish it rit or wrong to do this?
i realli duno..

wat i know ish if continue to drag on..it will be worst =x mayb u will think i am beri bad..bt guess no meaning kip going..
i know ish mai fault to cuz all these..i dunno how to mend it..oso dun think i am able to...bt hope sumone else can gif u a better one den mi

======>SHOTdead @ 11:02 AM!!<======

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

went to bai bai grandpa today..actualli is da 1st time worz =x lolx..hmm thinking back..it has been 8 yrs plus since mai grandpa left le..i still rmb last time when he ish still alive..mai elder cousin n i used to think dat he always adores our younger cousin more..beri nt fair =x heez..bt actualli i know he love all of us beri much..bt sadly..cancer took his life away..haiz T~T

our lives are short..we should live it to da fullest..hu know next moment hu will leave us..our family members..or even our frenz..cherish wat we haf now..if not we may regret next time.. n dat will be most painful to haf a live full of regret eh..dats wat i think lahz..kekez XD i dun think anione of us ish a pain to anione..everyone gt their meaning of life..and they deserve a happie life.. a smile dat came frm our bottom of our heart will make da ppl ard u happier oso..cuz they care for u..we will be sad at times..bt dats where we learn oso...i oso believe all of us can find our true happiness de..may not be now..bt in da end ba..yuppiez

======>SHOTdead @ 8:27 PM!!<======

Friday, October 06, 2006

hmmm...here am i in china...sho bored..YET...i dunno y...dun realli feel like blogging...i oso dunno y =x

dunno wat blog?

dunno wat shd blog?

i dunno...

-sighz-

======>SHOTdead @ 2:44 PM!!<======