HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYI~!~!~!~!~!
today went ice skating wif da bday gal, xin hwee, chen kai n keith...was realli fun...seeing da guys fall down like mad...n chen kai got obssess wif it =x lolx...melvin came oso...bt he din skate... onli sit outside see us...haiz...he ah...dun even listen to bday gal worz...naughty Xp lolx aft which...we took neoprint...n we gt chen kai to take oso...3 gals one guy..sho sure gt one ish kena bulli de lahz..too bad -evil laugh- whahaz~~~ den liyi went hm celebrate wif her parents...den mi n xin hwee had our dinner at long john...b4 going hm...we even went supermarket to check sum price for our bbq food...quite stupid n useless tho...n we realise chen kai dun seems to be able to differentiate between bbq food n deep fried one =x tsk tsk...
well...dats da end of da description of da day...was actualli quite fun...bt on da way back hm till now...was a moody journey again...haiz...in da morning when i woke up and getting ready...i dun actualli feel anything special u know...no offensive...i know ish liyi bday n i should be happy n excited abt skating..summore exam ish over..i should be happy...bt...i juz dun feel sho =x den on da way back hm..i think...it's actualli a BERI BERI long time sinz i feel really happy from da bottom of mai heart le...i dunno y..like i told xin hwee..mayb ish cuz as i grow...i thinking more and getting harder to be satisfied...mayb...i like no aim in mai life...i mean last time oso no aim lahz...bt at least i will feel happy when i doing smth with sum ppl...they drive mi on...bt i now juz feel dat i am getting more n more pessimistic~!~!~! dats sho NOT MOI lahz >.< i wan back mai joy n laughter...bt i dunno how to get it back ANIMORE~~~ feelin sho lost now...or rather SINZ da START of this yr..dunno y...this yr ish a crying yr for mi T~T sumtimes i realli wanna hug summore n cry...REALLI...like yday...when cryin at tm...wanted to cry on al shoulder de...bt i din...cuz i know i cant...oso should nt..
den dad called today...ask mi to call back when i get hm...wanna tell mi smth...sho i did...den mama told mi lot of things...abt sum fortune teller thing lahz...they say quite accurate...mayb i will follow sum of da advice? hmmm...den in da process...i told her abt da feeling unhappy thing...den she say i haf to get mai tots rite...she oso dun realli know how to help mi...cuz i maiself dun even know WHY i am sho unhappy in da 1st place...haiz...
