mama ish here...sho nth much exciting or special now days le...exept kene beaten =x heez...nahz dun worry..nt beri painful de.. yuppie XD

yday went for a yellow ribbon concert wif liyi,karen,sam,dear and other biz sch seniors...i like sho extra worz =x heez...bt was quite naiz da concert..mai frenz and da biz sch ppl abit da too high le...lolx..den we even kope one bag of light sticks back...haha...after da concert...which ish 10 plus..i haf to go back le...cuz mama ish here...sho yarz...den dear wei le send mi home oso din join them for supper...sorry dear...worst thing ish dat dear pay $50 to top up both of our card and da person nvr gif back $30 change...we oso forgot and left =x sho suay..haiz

today training again...usual things...bt coach help mi re-string mai racket...wee~~ i tried juz now...not bad...yeah!! XD lolx bt i left ard 2...cuz haf to go back to eat...if nt too late go back mama will make noise again de...sho din join da rest...yuppie

======>SHOTdead @ 8:44 PM!!<======

was lookin back da old entries...mani memories and tots came T~T

den i rmb..i recentli dreamt dat i failed mai eng o lvl again =x i seldom rmb dreams de...sho ya... haiz...will da entry "bluez of da bluez" and "bdae present" repeat? i hope not...

======>SHOTdead @ 9:12 PM!!<======

da feeling cuming back again...feelin sho scared...of cuz i dun wish it ish true...bt all those tots juz kip on appearing again n again...hao xin ku =x

trying not to think too much...bt how?!

how i wish i can find a way to prove it...i know i shd nt be in doubts now...bt....haiz

I am sho tired of T~T

======>SHOTdead @ 9:01 PM!!<======

today gt finals held in toa payoh safra...sho haf to go down n support...neiwaie...before going down..went dear house to mit him 1st...his little bro jerry as usual go crazy le =x lolx we were both wearing team temasek shirt.. da bubble tea shop aunty still think ish couple shirts nehz..hahaz...

in safra...there's a big grp of us wearing same thing...ppl there still think we wat sia...sho loyal to singapore ah..lolx...da matches were all beri interesting...our captain VS our ex-captain worz..hmmm...interesting huh? lolx suppose gt lucky draw and dinner aft everything de...bt i onli stay till 5 plus den go le..cuz mama ish back..nd to be gd gal~!~! =x hahaz

oh yarz...happy birthday to xiao bell oso~!~!~! -huggiez-

LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 10:11 PM!!<======

results are finalli out le..

SYSA- A
CMSY- A
PRSP- A
BPM- B+
BBFIN- B+
CMSK- C+
GPA- 3.71

ARRRGGHHH~!~!~! all mai grades ish pulled down by mai grp project de >.< qi si wo le~!~!~!

i know mani ppl say mai grades nt bad..bt mai mama not happy can...cuz gt C+ and no Z..haiz...sianz ah... now i realli scare i cant maintain mai grades and mai gpa sia...i MUST go local uni~!~!~! damn =x heez

======>SHOTdead @ 3:01 PM!!<======

mani things happened recently...too fast too much to blog out le...bt i hope we all get get our happiness...dun feel sad le...i dun wan anione to cry...anithing i will be still here de -huggiez-

arrgh~~~~ mai throat now sho pain lahz!!!! den tonit got BBQ summore...haiz...can skip mai meal le =x oopzie

======>SHOTdead @ 9:55 AM!!<======

felling sho evil and guilty...i know i shd nt be lidat...bt i juz cant help it... -mixed feeling-

u dun nd to be sorry cuz i worry for u...dats juz mi...ish nt ur fault...u dun haf to feel bad or wat de..u r inside alone sho dun worry abt mi...i will be alrite de...i juz dun wan cuz another person to be sad bcuz of mi...i treasure wat we are now...i realli dun wish our frenship be affected...bt i know i am being selfish...haiz sho i wun blame u de...cuz i know ish hard for u oso...

SORRY~!~!~! >.<

======>SHOTdead @ 10:54 AM!!<======

======>SHOTdead @ 6:48 PM!!<======

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYI~!~!~!~!~!


today went ice skating wif da bday gal, xin hwee, chen kai n keith...was realli fun...seeing da guys fall down like mad...n chen kai got obssess wif it =x lolx...melvin came oso...bt he din skate... onli sit outside see us...haiz...he ah...dun even listen to bday gal worz...naughty Xp lolx aft which...we took neoprint...n we gt chen kai to take oso...3 gals one guy..sho sure gt one ish kena bulli de lahz..too bad -evil laugh- whahaz~~~ den liyi went hm celebrate wif her parents...den mi n xin hwee had our dinner at long john...b4 going hm...we even went supermarket to check sum price for our bbq food...quite stupid n useless tho...n we realise chen kai dun seems to be able to differentiate between bbq food n deep fried one =x tsk tsk...


well...dats da end of da description of da day...was actualli quite fun...bt on da way back hm till now...was a moody journey again...haiz...in da morning when i woke up and getting ready...i dun actualli feel anything special u know...no offensive...i know ish liyi bday n i should be happy n excited abt skating..summore exam ish over..i should be happy...bt...i juz dun feel sho =x den on da way back hm..i think...it's actualli a BERI BERI long time sinz i feel really happy from da bottom of mai heart le...i dunno y..like i told xin hwee..mayb ish cuz as i grow...i thinking more and getting harder to be satisfied...mayb...i like no aim in mai life...i mean last time oso no aim lahz...bt at least i will feel happy when i doing smth with sum ppl...they drive mi on...bt i now juz feel dat i am getting more n more pessimistic~!~!~! dats sho NOT MOI lahz >.< i wan back mai joy n laughter...bt i dunno how to get it back ANIMORE~~~ feelin sho lost now...or rather SINZ da START of this yr..dunno y...this yr ish a crying yr for mi T~T sumtimes i realli wanna hug summore n cry...REALLI...like yday...when cryin at tm...wanted to cry on al shoulder de...bt i din...cuz i know i cant...oso should nt..


den dad called today...ask mi to call back when i get hm...wanna tell mi smth...sho i did...den mama told mi lot of things...abt sum fortune teller thing lahz...they say quite accurate...mayb i will follow sum of da advice? hmmm...den in da process...i told her abt da feeling unhappy thing...den she say i haf to get mai tots rite...she oso dun realli know how to help mi...cuz i maiself dun even know WHY i am sho unhappy in da 1st place...haiz...

======>SHOTdead @ 11:51 PM!!<======

oh ya...we took sum pic wor...enjoy~~ XD





ed da extra between 2 trying-to-be gansters? =x

OMG!! now 3 idiots advertising~~ Xp

This ish da best le...

tho still sum retarded faces...bt wat to do..

dats THEM!!! XD whahaz~

======>SHOTdead @ 12:59 AM!!<======