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exam finish le~!~!~! can relax n haf fun liaoz~~~~~ -celebratez- XD



bt i still gt o lvl eng in nov...n gt squash match this cuming mon~!~!! aft mths i din touch da racket =x DIE~~~~~~ =x lolx



today morning i woke up...then i saw al msg...rmb today mai last paper...suppose to be happy... summore can mit mai sec sch frenz aft paper...bt i juz T~T missing da old times sho much... shomuch fun we had wif no worries...summore bcuz mai paper finish at 4.30 den cant go back tms oso..sho ended up i mit 4 of them onli...jun n mat went hm >.< haiz...



n i morning still haven flood enough...den i flood in tm...outside pasamanis summore =x cuz fz was not able to mit up...he's sick...was worring abt him...mi n al actualli wanna go his house find him de...bt he seems to be slping...sho yarz...den i think...y izzits always da 3 of us nvr get to mit TOGETHER...da past few times ish always 2 out of 3...sho T~T again... sorrie guys...this yr i haf been crying alot..cuz been thinking alot...abt maiself...abt mai frenz =x



but dun worry...i will try to be strong de...yuppie

======>SHOTdead @ 11:04 PM!!<======

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mai first game for safra novice on mon ish against xin hwee~~~~!~!~!~! DAMN~!~!~! y muz i play wif mai fren again?!?!?! sumore we both gt 3rd in squash meet >.< can die ah...dun feel like playing le...nvm...i aiming for plate liao =x heez but another prob ish da venue ish at TOA PAYOH safra!!!! 6.45 game...haiz...



now suppose to prepare for mai last 2 papers...sho sick of the looonnnngggg 'break' between papers lahz..make mi sho stress T~T nvm...thurs get da chance to mit mai long time no see sec sch frenz le...missing them like nuts can....bt i gt paper till 4.30...hope they still hanging ard by then =x cant wait man~~~~ for exam to end...n to mit THEM~!~!~!~!~! XD

======>SHOTdead @ 8:33 PM!!<======

We want to live happily with no worries...it is simple...YET...sho difficult...our life ish complicated... bt oso bcuz of such complexity...our life ish colourful and meaningful...contridicting huh? wat to do...


life ish juz another form of education..it teaches us many values thru our daily experience...


everyone has desires...has wants...n thus of cuz wanna have them...BUT not all can be met... also... sacrifises haf to be made as well...no pain no gain...since no one has everything...we shd treasure and appreciate wat we ALREADY had...our family...our frenz...we can hardly live by ourselves...n we tends to ignore things...n only when we finalli lost it..we know how important they are to us...sumtimes things can be mend...while others cant...like mai dad says...there's no regret pills to eat (i know sounds quite lame =x heez)...our lives always haf sum regrets... sumtimes they can be killing worz >.<


juz now was toking to ricky...he said as long as his frenz are happy and alrit can le...dats wat i think oso...n i believe dats wat most of us think oso...sho is a both way thing..dun do stupid things dat hurt u or ur frenz cuz eventualli will affect each other...sumtimes being loved and love sumone can b a torture...we all wan sumone to rely on...sumone hu realli care n love us...bt in da end..realise dats not da one...sad...heartbrokened...however, we r still young...still learning to deal wif probs...n waiting for da rite one to appear...bt we cant go on blindly...whether to start or end a relationship...we must make sure it is worthwhile and u haf no reget...i know is easy to say den do..bt we juz haf to try i guess...hu wans to live their life with guilt and regret sia...


must dui de qi zi ji de liang xin worz...den da ppl u cared will be happie as well...cuz u r!! XD


dunno y juz suddenly feel like blogging this..hahaz...dun worry...i am alrit...juz wanna say out wat i think~~~~ ^(OO)^


LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 4:26 PM!!<======

26.08.06 Daily horoscope in friendster...


Keep mulling things over today and figure out which route you really want to take.
In Detail
A few recent odd and unexpected events might be causing you to do some heavy contemplating today. Over the past few days, many different avenues have been presented to you -- and you've been smart to avoid making any firm decisions about them. Today you should keep mulling things over. If you get out and about in the world, you will see some examples of what your future might look like. This will help you figure out which route you really want to take. So get outside in the crowds and observe.


shd I follow?



or shd I just stay at hm study?

======>SHOTdead @ 1:18 PM!!<======

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o lvl oral finish le...tho abit slow lahz...tues paper now den say =x cuz i haf been busy chionging for CMSY for past few days...hmmmm sho yarz.. neiwaie...da oral was quite ok i think...at least da convo part ish beta den last yr...i cant believe i actualli say i dunno last yr to examiner >.< i muz b out of mai mind dat time T~T suan le...wats over ish over...




today had mai CMSY paper...was quite alrit oso...bt forgot to bring liquid paper n eraser worz =x heez...da paper still doable ba i guess...i nearly din see da last time of section C question worz.. heng ah XD went to tm n eat wif liyi aft paper...gals tok...as usual...den went pei mel eat b4 coming back hm...suppose to study de...bt juz no mood...lot of things in mind...i realli wanna take a break...i scare mai heart cant take it animore...overloading le... abit DOS liaoz(CMSY student shd know wat) =x heez sorry...still gt abit post-CMSY syndrome




haiz...still haf to study....TRYING to...-signz-

======>SHOTdead @ 6:29 PM!!<======

TML ISH MAI ENG O LVL ORAL~!~!~!


I AM SCARED~~~~~


ARRGH~!~!~!


>.<

======>SHOTdead @ 8:03 PM!!<======

boo~~~~


well...after sho many depressing entries...i think i should try write one a better...yarz


hmmm...actualli nth much happen these days...bt now all mai project finish and hand in le... this week was a rather busy week... 4 tests...2 project due =x but tml still gt mai last PRSP lab test... and gt dance exam..haiz..wish mi luck ba >.< da dance step i still not beri sure...and must choreo 4-8 maiself...DIE AH~!~!~! T~T


now i finish lesson le...waiting for keith to return mi mai thumbdrive and rinna to finish... going her house later to practice dance later..cuz i dun haf hip hop music worz =x heez I AM SHO HUNGRY~~~~ Xp


yday wanted to slp early de..bt end up go play squash den dinner at 9+ 10...sho...slept at 1 plus =x java ish killing mi man...for 3 consecative nits...n tonit AGAIN~!~! haiz...


k lahz...nth to say le...actualli horz...dis entry not say a beri happy one...bt at least less negative den the others? hmmm..sorry worz...dun worry i am alrit le...getting less thing to stress abt le... nxt week gt oral o lvl and start of mai exam...hmm..BUT~~~ gt BBQ and chalet to plan still in da holi...sho kinda rush ya =x heez


LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 12:43 PM!!<======

Name start with F:
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.

Name start with L:
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts Loves re ality and abstract Intelligent and cleverChanging personality Temperamental Quiet, shy and humble Low self esteem Honest and loyal Determined to reach goals Loves freedom Rebellious when restricted Loves aggressiveness Too sensitive and easily hurt Showing anger easily Dislike unnecessary things Loves making friends but rarely shows it Daring and stubborn Ambitious Realising dreams and hopes Sharp Loves entertainment and leisure Romantic on the inside not outside Superstitious and ludicrous Spendthrift Learns to show emotions

Aquarius:
Turn ons Aquarius are friendly and fascinating people. They have in-depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with them for hours without getting bored. They are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have very broad outlook about life and you can relax in their presence. They will always welcome your ideas and actions about humanitarian causes. To keep an Aquarians lover interested you must possess that mys terious and intriguing quality. Once hooked they will always be very faithful to you. Turn offs Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and predictable life with an Aquarius partner. Aquarius people are totally unpredictable. They can go to any direction without giving any advance notice. They are basically very restless and get very easily bored. Though they are very friendly but do not expect them to reveal their inner most feelings to you (they will never). They can be very detached and impersonal that you may find very strange. Do not be surprised by this unpredictable quality that may crop up often

quite true huh?



i dunno wats wrong wif mi le...suddenly juz feel like reading all these things...

======>SHOTdead @ 8:24 PM!!<======

Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

quite true huh?

is it good or bad ne?

sighz...

======>SHOTdead @ 8:09 PM!!<======

feeling tired...exhausted...





realli feel like giving up le....




sighz,
LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 6:52 PM!!<======

WAT SHOULD I DO~!~!~!


I DUN KNOW!!!!!


EITHER WAY I WILL SUFFER SUMHOW~~~~


am i realli asking for TOO MUCH?!?!?!


it's sho simple yet sho difficult for mi to decide...


Y ISH MAI LIFE LIKE THIS!?!?!?!?!


T~T
LULU

======>SHOTdead @ 10:01 PM!!<======

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com smth wrong...sho dun dare to use now...scare it realli break down...sho wun be updating mai blog sho often le eh =x


hmmm...recently mani projects ish cuming due le...den gt lab test...gt exam...n o lvl cuming oso~!~!~! DAMN >.< haiz...feeling beri stress...too stress till i dun realli know wat i feelinf now le...not happy..not sad...juz an empty body =x i feel beri used to loneliness le now days...summore now days i seldom get to hang out wif INTSC ppl le...was beri busy...wif mai project and everything... sorry...


know y i blog now? cuz i kinda exploded in front of mai classmates =x sorry ah gals...she juz got mi at da wrong time...haiz...NOW!!! i feel like taking a long break...i REAL LLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOONGNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGG one~~~~ >.< saw those pic posted in our trisome blog...tap turns on again T~T i miss those days badly...i wan it back~~~ i NEED a rest!!! i wan sumone to rely one...to cry on...

======>SHOTdead @ 9:25 PM!!<======