current action:
in da lab reading and updating blog..
nxt week ish mai term tests le...still haven realli start revising...i dunno how...
still feeling lost n loneli...i am not da old fl animore....i am currently
-quiet
-moody
-does nt belong where am i
-missing da old days wif frenz
-loneli
-no motivation
-lost in studies
i HATE all these...i wan mai laughters back...i wan mai frenz BACK~!~!~!i wanna be noisy...crappy n crazy once again...bt i juz CANT~!~! TP ish big...ppl here r naiz...bt i dunno y i juz dun fit in...esp mai class...guess i am da onli one eh...
3 yrs...i gonna be here for 3 long yrs...senior say muz enjoy...cuz ish beri happening in TP...bt i dun seems to getting it...4 yrs in TMS ish full of happiness and sorrows...both frm strangers to frenz and frm frenz to strangers...i do feel smth when i graduate...beri mixed...den i end up 1st 3 mths in MJ...together wif 2 of mai best frenz...bt life there was hectic...studies and ogls... sho most of da time i spent wif sabbie...06S202 and sargas ogls...we bond beri well...thru all da hardwork...tears...laughter in preparatioin of 2nd orientation...tho we onli know each other for 2 mth(to be exact)...we felt alot for each other...last nit of orientation we juz flood da sch...i till nw still feel da same when i think of them..
I AM INSANELY MISSING and LOVING...
TMS
4V
SARGAS
06S202
MJC
BUT.............i am FREAKING wan mai loniness NOW to go away...i dun wan end up in depression...i juz wanna be happie once again...be da true and usual fang lu one more time...
i am lost...
CAN ANIONE HELP MI?!?!?!?! HELP MI TO BE WAT I USED TO BE~!~!~! >.<
