BORED~~~~~~~~~~
having BPM lab...3 rd hrs of BPM lesson le...slcking now...EVERYONE~~~ gt play game de...gt listening to music de...gt ppl eating de...lolx n guess wat? today mai lesson ish frm 9-1~~ den can leave le...n ish all at da SAME place...lucky gt com to use...if nt sure men si de =x heez
juz now heard JJ's song- sarang heyo (dunno if is lidat spell worx =x) then suddenli lot of thing came to my mind...things abt all kinda relationships...nt juz BGR worz...dun get mi wrong...
mani ppl tot i beri sociable...beri friendly...bt no one knows actualli i am quite a failure in handling relationship wif others...nt to say BGR...even fren...n family...haiz...i oso dun wanna end up like dis...i oso wanna be close to her...treat her juz like a fren...bt sumhow...we seems to quarrel whenever we start any convo...on ani topic...or mayb we dun even tok much now days..i dun wanna trigger arguement...i am tired...i dun wan war...bcuz it sux...both of us are hot-tempered person...once it starts...it will be a horrifying one... i am sho envious of mai frenz ard... how i wish we can be da same... shop together...laugh together...spend time together... even da little dat we haf together... bt atmosphere ard us ish always sho intense...sho nt comfortable n normal ~.~
now...i spent most of mai time wif squash mates and INTSC frenz...they are da closest to mi now... i love being ard wif them... they are all sho naiz n caring... without them...i think i haf already brocken down le worz...hmmm...THANX~~ bt when ppl cums...ppl goes too... graduation marks da start of new life..oso marks the sadness of parting...sec sch buddies...sargas-ians, 06S202 classmates.. ogl... den now ish is TP graduates...sum of them haf left...missing them loads...n there are still ppl going to leave -crys-
sho mani things are stimulating mai tears...hard to hold back animore...
BLUEZ,
LULU T~T
