25.02.2006 i felt ok in da morning...having fun during telematch in mj...then da bluez starts to seep in...
i felt down...i dunno y...i juz dun feel like toking...jking or laughing..i am juz doing da banner lidat dis...
3 plus...we finalli finish da banner...yesh...i can go 4 tuition le...bt actualli i suppose to mit sumone b4 dat de...bt bcuz last min nd to chiong banner den nvr...sorrie...
-piangz- da tin da brown paint toppled...n well..obviously da paint spilt subsequently...onto da floor..mai leg...n mai shoe...sho...i had a hard time to clean mai stick leg...n here cums da 2nd prob...mai shoes ish a gone case...how am i going to wear to shoe?how to go tuition?
bt eventually i gt a pair of slippers..thanx u~~~bt den...i realised i am too late 4 tuition le...sho i decided nt to go today...n neiwaie...mai moodiness ish still there...sho yarz...
9.30...i reached hm n decided to call mai parents...cuz ish weekend...n as usual...i gt a gd weekly lecture...bt seem like it has exit mai limit le...i aould nt stand it neimore...n exploded...i think mai mama NEED a wake up call...she nvr ever understnad mi bt still acting as if she does...every weekend i waste money to make oversea calls...bt wat i gt ish LECTURE!!! den wat da hell i called 4?? haven i haf enough stress here?? she still likes to tok abt mai past mistakes...even tho i haf corrected it..to her...i NEVER...NO MATTER WAT~~~it hsd been 18 yrs...they think they understand mi beri well...think ONLI they noe wats bez 4 mi...i am onli suppose to think n react when THEY THINK ish appropriate...i haf HAD enough of dis...i am a HUMAN...i GT emo n feeling too...if they realli care 4 mi...at least try to understand mai feeling here 1st?if they wanna blame mi...can...bt SELF-REPLECT 1st...
i noe i am nt perfect...they r nt too...
sho mayb mai bluez i haf sinz da morning ish a hint...forcasting da future of da day...or mayb even aft today...
