10.02.2006...another cruel bday present 4 mi=>i failed mai eng....bt guess wat?i scored As for al da other subj....naiz anot?8 Ds....i noe dat wats done cant be undone...i oso noe dat nt to cry over spilled milk...bt say ish easier than action....i noe mai frenz cared 4 mi...mai bf n even his papa as well...BT sum ppl r juz heartless~!~! they noe i din do well in eng....nt to say dat they din an wei wo....dey juz kip on asking mi to go jc go jc...nt to waste time making frenz...toking on da phone...etc...like wat da hell lahz...do i haf no feelings?i already freaking upset abt mai eng result....n wat do they do?! they make mi feel WORST onli!!! dat's wat parents r 4 huh?b4 o lvl..they always say dat wat juz do ur best...in da end? dat all crazp lahz....they din even mention ANITHING abt mai 7 disdinctions!!! do they mean NTH at all?!?! i dun expect them to praise mi dat i did a gd job...bt at least say smth dat can make mi feel beta?? they always act as if they noe eveything abt mi...they think onli they can think wisely...bt in fact...THEY DUN~!~!~! i am ALONE in s'pore nw...they asked mi to call back all da way back china juz to listen to their nonesense huh?! i already haf a AWFUL bday present le......i dun nd them to emphasize on it!!!i am a human wif emo too~!~!

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